2015 at an end

  As 2015 comes to a close it takes with it, heartache, pain, sadness, joy and tears.
 Most folks I talk to just want to move on forget 2015.
 
 This is as far as I got on this one..two weeks later and I still cant figure out how to get what I want to say on paper as usual.

 Forward to 2016. David Bowie, Alan Rickman, Dan Haggerty...need I say more? Cancer. All have died of cancer. Faith couldn't save them, money couldn't save them, technology couldn't save them. Where is all the money going for cancer research? Whose pockets are being lined with my hard earned money?

 It's the question I'm going to figure out this year. I don't make resolutions but I will dig into what is going on.

 Life, fragile and short. I thank God each day for this day. I don't aspire to be anything anymore I just want to make it to the next day, and praying the stock market will go up so I don't loose my hard earned money. To have a day where no crazy  gunman is shooting our families where someone I know isn't dying of cancer. To keep seeing the beauty in this world that I know exists. That is what I want. Utopia. I know I know I'm dreaming..I'm not going to embellish on a Utopian society read the book.

 I'm skimming the surface here. I'm not trying to be politically correct I just have so many thoughts on what is going on I could write a book. I am going to write some random thoughts. My co workers always tell me that they are always amazed at what random shit comes out of my mouth.So I'm going to do a series of just that random shit although I may have to change the name....